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An attempt to get the community moving... [17 May 2004|12:47pm]

Every male friend (including one homosexual man and a tomboyish female friend) that I have had in my adult life has admitted to having romantic feelings for me, being in love with me, or wanting to fuck me (my female friend). I don't know how to deal with all the attention and end up doing stupid stuff because of it.

Right now, I'm in a strange situation. A few months ago, an old friend of mine came back into my life after slipping in and out for the last couple of years. I was glad to have him around again, but didn't anticipate what was to come. Anyway, he was back and hanging around more than usual, and one day he just blurts out that he's in love with me and has been since high school. Since high school! Since freshman year. That's almost 8 years. Long story short, we began dating and eventually slept together. After we slept together, he assumed that we're a couple, so now he calls me babe and tells me he loves me all the time and I feel terrible because I can't say it back. I'm just not there yet. I do have feelings for him, but there is a lot about him that I just can't live with.

Anyway, my confession is that I'm involved with someone who is in love with me, but I can't say the same. And to make it worse, I've become very aware of this charm I have, and sometimes get acquainted with men and let them develop feelings for me purely for my amusement. People would be well advised to stay away from me. I'm becoming more and more detached from reality, and very often I'm not sure if I'm in my dream world or the real world. I confess that I'm either just really rotten or I'm just not fully sane anymore, or both.

I don't know what to do. I need guidance.

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wOOhOO! [24 Mar 2004|04:32pm]

[ mood | crazy ]

Whee! I'm new here, but emma invited me in, so...i accepted!

I'm not usually this bubbly, but i'm kinda hyper right now.

So, on to the comunity....

I'm a pretty good listener and i don't know how my advice is, ask emma, lol, but i don't take sides in fights and things. I love helping people with their problems/concerns without taking it onto myself to try to fix them. The only think that we can do in here is give experience, strength and hope to those who need it.

I don't think i have anything else right now, so...i'll come back later:-D


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new [24 Mar 2004|04:04pm]

[ mood | content ]

I'm just here to say that friends-only posts are welcomed if you wish to ask a private issue. Any issue is welcomed! I know that life can be really hard, and suck a lot! Especially teenage years. You start deciding who you are, and what you like to do. you face sexuality identity, personality development, friendship problems, and school! This is a safe space, so no negative comments will be allowed! Thanks!


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[22 Mar 2004|04:10pm]

Welcome. I am the moderator to this community, the name is Emma. ;) Enjoy and ask away.


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